Only two weeks left. Two weeks until Holden goes to first grade. I am an emotional mess. All I want to do is hold him in my lap, eat ice cream, and look at his baby pictures.

Other than a few short trips here and there, throughout his 6 1/2 years, we've spent all our days together.

He started out as my baby and has became my buddy.

I'm going to miss him something terrible. For a person, like myself, who wears their emotions shamelessly on their face, it's been hard to not be sad in front of Holden. God help me on his first couple of days.

Other than a few short trips here and there, throughout his 6 1/2 years, we've spent all our days together.

He started out as my baby and has became my buddy.

I'm going to miss him something terrible. For a person, like myself, who wears their emotions shamelessly on their face, it's been hard to not be sad in front of Holden. God help me on his first couple of days.

I know it isn't about me right now, it's about this big new life step for him. I've been worrying like mad woman about what we did and didn't teach him yet....The truth is, even though he will be away from me (tear) for eight hours, five days a week (tear), Tim and I will still be the most influential people in his life. We know this because we're grown ups.

We taught him about how much Jesus loves him and how to show that to others through kindness.
He will be ok. I know that he will be ok.
But....You better believe I will be creepy and spy on him during recess. I don't care.
Holden,
Mama loves you like crazy.
You are so precious to me.
You are going to love school, I promise!
:)

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