When, Lord?

So I'm 14 weeks and still throwing up. What's up with that? I don't think doctors and baby websites should tell women that nausea goes away in the second trimester. I also don't think that women should write in agreement to there's going away at exactly 12 weeks. I'm in my second trimester and it's still here. My nausea with Holden lasted until 18 weeks, so if that's the case, only one more month . I actually had a good day on Friday. I did the laundry, kept down all three meals and one snack. It was amazing. Unfortunately, it didn't last. I'm to the point, now, where I don't really even remember what it's like to feel good. I don't even remember what I look like with fixed hair. I'm a mess. A happy mess, but a mess none the less.